Lwf

2009-10-21T02:41:00.000-07:00

bored . O in a week's time . hais . nothing ba . nothing much to write .
to no S&W . went school at 12 saw chingqi . XD then saw hilmi .
then went cafe 1 buy drinks ,went class after that .
cant believe it , everyone is playing naruto on psp . LMAO .
i influence them one .XD
bit moodless recently . HAIS .............
hais .. nothing bahs .

2009-09-20T09:33:00.000-07:00

LOL . i am super tired . went lan with hermun eddie tay hwee and nick .
and you know what ? i am turning 18 . should i be sad or happy ?
i dont know leh . bit mood swing . XD
feel like being happy but i just cant . maybe because of them . that wang ba dan .!!
hais . sadded . and BTW ..... I LOVE MY DARLING .!!!
sat got sea rowing super tired after that . aching all over .

2009-09-15T02:00:00.000-07:00

woah . it has been a long time since i last blog .
sick recently and was quite busy . HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUSSY BOY .!!
18 years old le . wish you will have the pussies you always hope you will get .!!
went out with hermun , jeremy nic and yukai recently . XD
was very fun . too bad school start le . XD hmmm .
TJY's birthday is sround the corner . uhh . sadded again

2009-09-07T09:04:00.000-07:00

OMG .! went SAF open house . GOOD siah . fired 5 rounds of SAR 21 . shiok .!
i am sick . puke , sore throat , flu ,cough , headache . ):
heng recently no training . XD if not die . what am i thinking sioh .!
hais .

2009-09-03T02:55:00.001-07:00

BORING . at home nothing to do . XD

2009-09-01T02:34:00.000-07:00

had flu .. harrr chewww . headache . OMG . i am super sick .
slack at home use com . think i not going school le . self declare MC and holi .
anyway go school also do nothing . exam over le .

2009-08-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY . XD
so lame rights . did something that i dont feel good today . never mind .
went out with xiaoming and da xiang yesterday , we went shopping . WOOHOO .
haas . walk home after that when i walk pass central i felt super emo siah . dont know why .
hais . LALA . just now went out with Jeremy , Herman and Yukai . LOL .
we went to watch Xia Dao Siao . LOL . stupid show . but funny .!!
went eddie's house after that . we played Black Jack . WOOHOO . its fun .!! damn i am tired .
fall a sleep on bus . was really fun with them . XD
just now di siao Adeline till peng . LMAO SIAH .!!!

2009-08-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

LOL . went scouts today . was late nor . got nagged by kher meng . casue i was incharge of P T .
then i slack in den , play magic with eddie . casue bored . when downstairs then realise they are playing poker . OMG . Zzz . after scouts went lunch with them . played dissidia with eddie . can pawn him easily but i bang zui let him win . XD boring . went lan play COD4 (call of duty 4) and L4D . LOL . play with samuel damn stupid can . we play L4D . start game him kill teammate le .!! RETARDED . but damn fun . so i join in .XD

2009-08-27T22:15:00.000-07:00

holidayholiday . HAHAHA . dont know what happen recently . felt kind of weird .
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN TAI WEI LIANG . hahahas .
having eng oral later . XD sian . playing on facebook now .

2009-08-25T02:51:00.000-07:00

today VBP test . its F diff can .
idk how to do . so surf net play rock legend and mafia wars .
sian can ? OMG today when sherman pat and me was in the canteen .
we saw a guy , he damn kelian can ? he collect those left over food being left behind .
and he ate it can ? its super kelian can . really feel bad and i felt very luck i am born in a better family .(:
yesterday de DB training was tough . did london bridge .
super tiring . i bite my hand till blue black . ><
and the weights hit my hand blue black also . XD

2009-08-22T05:03:00.000-07:00

nothing much happen today . slept quite late yesterday . morning cant walk up in time for scouts . XD
was late . LOLs . who cares . did abeseiling today , woohoo . did 2 1/2 story de. not scay one norh . CHEY . actually want take P-T today one but i miss the chance . HAIS . TOO BAD . ! haas. wasnt in good mood recently . hais . training was tougher then expected . i really CUI during training . think must buck up le . hais . I NO MOOD .! UPSET . ><

2009-08-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

I FELT VERY UPSET .

2009-08-10T00:08:00.000-07:00

LOL . no mood luh . i burn my holis at home . dont feel like going anywhere .
text my best bud . but he didnt reply . so disappointed in him . hais .
i spend my last 2 nights looking at the stars . stupid uh .? haas .
WALAO . that retarded ***** ask me call him early in the morning .
WT* plus how dare you ask me call you . why dont you call me RETARDED .
aargh . dad wore my slipper and mad it wet *&^%# . super pissed . hate people to wear my slipper without permission right ? and i hate people to wet my slipper . aargh .! felt bit of troubled . why .
dont wish to say . woohoo . playing 300 march to glory on my psp . its fun .

2009-08-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

dont think i wanna go out today le .
moodless . miss someone but dont wanna disturb her

2009-08-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

today had lesson till 12 only .yeah . cause the huang say he happy so let us go off early . XD
haas . went canteen slack . then saw kelvin and jia he . ate western today . haas .
then we sit there slack then more came .(: woohoo . when i was talking on the phone ah yao keep disturbing nor . XD keep laughting in front of me. peng siah . then went out awhile go find her . walao . i felt super upset luh . was there but i cant do anything to help her . sadd till i peng luh . hais . sobs . went back and was late for training . did 100 push up for punishment . then do weights . heavy siah . was super tired .

2009-07-31T02:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm . today's CAD test is easy .!! haas . finish jiu go cafe 1 slack le .
haha today i earliest i wait for ah yao , kel and .... haha . XD
went for training .(: super tired . bench press 25kg each side siah .
CUI . its super heavy . or am i too weak . shag . hand no str le .
think later gonna run again bah . i too slow le . my left hand is aching .

2009-07-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

seldom blog recently . too busy with school and dragonboat.
i have had my land training today and i am very tired .
had weights training today . CUI . weights are heavy .
run until damn tired also . reach at 9 . ran 1 round 100 push ups and 100 leg raise .
OMG . then run 8sets of 100m super super tired . then do weights .YEAH .
finally had my training TEE . then we yujia bring us climb gate out of school . cause lazy walk .
LOL . took bus 12 with yujia to pasir ris .(:
we over heard something very funny . a conversation over phone . LMAO siah . Zzz . then went ikea eat luch and go home . tired .

2009-07-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

WOW . very long never post le . Super Duper shag after todays training . CUI ah . OMG can .
the HERO died . i love that show but hate the ending . XDXD . TIRED .!! the weather is so hot can . today late for school norh . lesson start at 1 but i reach at 2 . modal student lo .

2009-07-16T04:18:00.000-07:00

Woo ho . last sat went sentosa with DB junior team and Captain . Xd
Its super fun . haas. life as usual . bored. keep falling a sleep in class .
TIRED . ZZzz. Sleeeep all i want . Mr huang every time suan me for sleeping . WHO CARES .!
had CL ORAL today . bit FLUNK . OMFG .!!
NTH much . HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO CYF .!

2009-07-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

OMG . he killed his sister.
WT . very very tired. keep sleeping in class. DAMn

2009-07-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

2009-07-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

lesson as usual . SIAN .
very tired. sleep in class again .
and watch code geass in class.
super nice can .!

2009-06-29T02:17:00.000-07:00

tired . slept till 2 again . XD
jack told us that senior team won the 1st place for nation champion .
grats . (: nothing much . downloading some games .(;

2009-06-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

went out with some friend yesterday .
we went to watch transformers : revenge of the fallen

and this is the second time i am watching .
bit waste money right , we then went to eat pastamania as there is still lots of time before the movie . xd
i used the whole bottle of cheese again . ><
went to the nearest lan shop to see people play lan .
then rush to the cinema , cause we were going to be late .
after watching movie we went PS , cause actually want go BUNK one .
but then close down le . too bad .
went to top lvl to see people play arcade .
went to shop around . then we went to bra shops .
cause my friend want to buy for his girlfriend . XD
sooo paiseh . XD
LOL . xd
haas . eh . woke up at 6 this morning cause my bros were having a competition at marina barrage . 2 member let us down by not coming . SADDED .
laoshi ask me go down be drummer again .
there is a big blister on my palm . PAIN . nvm .
wanna go for next race . its a must .!
finally finish casshern

2009-06-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

went out with yang and yf yesterday . we went to watch drag me to hell . XD
quite nice . went home after that . reach home watch tv then go to bed .
woke up at 2pm in the noon . XD was very tired . xd
think stop here . tomorrow must wake up early for DB

2009-06-22T01:32:00.000-07:00

although we did not win the competition yesterday , but i can really feel the team spirit there .
i may not be able to attend the training everytime but i really love it alot . i like this CCA .
and i really do . yesterday i went down as a drummer . XD its very fun . good luck for this sat's 800m competition . GAN BEY SI AH .

2009-06-16T02:48:00.000-07:00

wahahaha . holiday start le . xD
15 - 19 june everyday DB from 1 - 5pm .(busy siah)
22 june got DB competition (sadded i am not in for the race)
23-24 got DB training .
then free le bahs . bot sure yet .
today went for DB . super jealous .
everyone got paddle and race jersey only i dont have.
ran for 30mins ,its very tiring .
peng . i am weak . hais .
disappointed . never mind . i must start training for next race .
cause i want and is a must for me to go for next race .
tired. seeya

2009-06-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

hmm . lazy blog , but since i got online jiu blog norhs .
haas . felt very troubled . thinking lots of things recently .
felt that i am still very childish . trying not to think so much .
but i just cant stop thinking . OMG .

2009-06-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

hmmmm . other then friends problem . i feel ok .
is it my problem or what . ?
i feel that i am the odd one out lo .
sherman , pat and hilmi is always together .
there is like a gap between us .
they share things among themselves .
making me feel very odd and bit upset .
is not i dont want spend more time with them .
and is like i lost Gen , Kel as good friends le .
they got their celebration for tx bday .
without jioing the rest of us . "THANKS MAN"
never mind .

2009-06-07T04:45:00.000-07:00

yO . just came back from camp .
didnt want to stay over for sat .
cause need to prepare for exam .
at camp keep looking at a girl .
guess who . celestine .
dont know why . just find her quite attracting .
reached home . 12 + le .
bathe le lie on bed . so comfortable .
suddenly celestine face "pop" out . OMFG .
what has happen ?
i think i think too much le .
now then i know that a lot of people like her .
xxx , xxx and some ....
is she really so ...

2009-05-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

yO . XD
today is good .
nothing much happen .
lesson at workshop .
boring . XD
keep falling a sleep in class .
haas .
very very tired . ):
wow . CAPTAIN is so SweeeEEEt .
he ask us to help him with a video .
i as us to shout out "pls give our captain a chance " when he take it down .
he flying off to beijing to woo his girl .Xd
he like her 6yrs le .XD
SWeeet

2009-05-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

hmmm . walao . today in mrt a uncle make me damn pissed.
i was very tired . so was sleeping .
the uncle thought i pretend to sleep cause i dont want to stand .
the he KPKB damn load siah .
freaking pissed . hack him . continue to sleep DONT LET HIM SIT .
lalala . today still not bad la . got a CNC exercise i know how to do .
haahaahaa . tomorrow not going DB training . cause busy .
still dont sleep well at night . XD
its ok . (:
can sleep in class .XD
SMILE .(:

2009-05-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

hmmm . last week still quite happy till i went pasir ris .
bit super sad . went to the park there super sad . ):
memories its just memories .
dont think too much le bahs . haas .
then didnt went home that night . went orchard watch movie
then lan till morning. never go for all the activities .
felt quite upset cause some friend dont trust me .
i only go find her pass her thing . need to like that mahs .?
i will not text EIF anymore . i dont want to lose another friend .
the rest of them COMFIRM side you one .
what can i say . ? suck thumb lo . but then i am ok with it la .
haas .
TODAY,25may 09 .!
today quite high . ZI HIGH .
in class never but go DB super high . XD
all cant stand me . XD
haas . crazy le . recently keep eating chocolate .
breakfast , lunch and dinner is pure chocolate bar .XD
SUGAR RUSH .XD
my friend bluff me lo .
tell me bus 24 come le .
let me run like crazy . then board bus 12 .
but then i never blame him la. XD
reach home 11+ .):
DB competition coming soon . JIA YOUS . DB wooosha . XD

2009-05-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

LOLs. ytd super suay . just leave house jiu rain . XD
got drenched then go home bathe then cab to school .
damn ex can .?
nothing much today . LAME day .
HEADACHE . ! CNC is so difficult . especially the program part .
the G02 .... G03 ....
stress .!!! haas .
BOOYEAH .
smile . didnt know i am sad or am i happy .
got nightmares . ): thought i have already let go of it .
but i dont think i really did .
pull my hair . Xd alot drop siah .
going to be bo tak kia.
kept questioning myself . cant get my answer .
i make myself super busy . but i cant concentrate on what i am doing .
today tears row down again .
i know is tears of happiness bahs .
happy for someone else .
most of them have found someone they love .
stead or patch .
but i am not jealous .
dont feel like going home . yeah .

2009-05-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

LOL . nothing much happen recently .
was very tired after training yesterday .
see hp . vet miss call me . called her back .
chat awhile with her . XD
my backache after training siah .!
sorry i missed BBALL training .
started to feel pissed off with dragonboat friends .
F**** . think you guys are damn pro . ? eat shit la .
you guys are nothing man .
every time say team work team work .
where the hell is the team work . ?
training keep shouting . like dumb FUCK .
retard . lie on bed very long yesterday night .
cant sleep . when i finally fall a sleep i receive a sms .
WTH . but never mind . friend ask me something .
lie there for whole night .
morning then fall a sleep .
had nightmare again .
dream of 2 person . one is her one is yf .
woke up .XD
its morning le . got my ezlink .
frineds say i change alot . XD
eat like crazy . like dumb fuck like that .
eat till i puke . XD
the feeling is like fuck .
OMG CAN . used to the word . XD
ps .XD

2009-05-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

OMG . that day super distracted . almost went into the ladies washroom .
was thinking about things .. cant blame me .
like someone told me . i can do it one just that you dont want to try .
i dont know now . i am trying to get over it , i dont know .
i thought i am "sick" UNTIL i know 2 person .
i guess i am growing up already . somehow i cant stand some people .
haas . today end at 1030 . went long john with pat and sherman .
jeff with his girlfriend . they eat and slack there .
after eat finish jiu went off le .
ate a lot suddenly super hungry . ate a lot recently .
eat like crazy . eating a bit disorder . XD
tired . went home slept . cant sleep every night .
around 5+ then sleep . nightmare and wake up again . ):
i thought i can stop missing her . but i was wrong .
trying to stay happy (:

2009-05-11T22:35:00.000-07:00

yesterday night drank lots . got drunk . ):
puked . OMG . i stink .! luckily bed never kana .
bit too drunk that i threw my ipod and my choclates out of the window .
bit regret . feel like eating chocolate now . ):
noon go school that time everything was gone .
almost late for school . ):
had nightmares . woke up and my head spin like crazy .
want to thanks my Eif .
for accompanying me when i need someone most .!
she would reply to my my messages . there are lots of things i want to thank her for .
no matter what i will always be there for you when you need me ok .?
must tell me hor .!
i missed her . ):

2009-05-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

didnt sleep yesterday night .
morning go class sleep . anyway i am not interested in what the teacher is saying also .
why care .?
spam someone's blog today .
and i am PISSED with my teacher .!
wen FEI wen FEI . since when i am called wen FEI .
how many times must i tell you . ?

although i know i will go super emo if it really happens but at least she is happy .
i want to know everything about her .
i want to hear everything but i will be sad .
i dont know what .
but at least she is happy . (:
is this the defination for love . ?
i dont know .
i think did the stupiest thing .
i ask her to be with him .
after sending her that sms . tear flow like siao .
cry till very buang . when i am outside .
reach home must act like nothing happen .
emo alone in my bed room .
lock myself up . ate bit of dinner only .
no appetite .
am i stupid .
am i that bad . ?
thankx for the memories you have left for me .
i will never forget .

2009-05-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday cant sleep . the first person i thought of was xyu .
called her . she pei me chat while . then i text yf . she called .
she pei me chat till 2 + then she went to sleep . both say the same thing .
ask me dont think too much . lie down on bed very upset .
kept thinking of her . missed and love her a lot . have never fallen so deep and so badly before .
i dont know how can i recover from it . maybe i will maybe i wont .
lie on the bed till morning . ):
was not tired . change and off to school .
i took bus 24 . when it was at taman mera mrt there .
tears started flowing out . dont know why maybe it is memories of her .
just kept missing her . EIF is the best .! she would reply to my messages as long as she sees it .
and she understand me the most when i send her a ): .
no one would reply but EIF . thanks lots .
tears kept flowing out till i reach school .
i force myself to stop . i dont my my friends to know .
had no mood to entertain any of them .
end at 1130 replied her text .
took bus home . cried , until super buang . luckly no one saw .
reached home lie on bed tears continue to flow like crazy again .
punched the wall . knuckle swollen .
didnt know how long i cried until i fall a sleep .
woke up thinking that nothing le .
but i was wrong . i missed smelly badly .
went down study for hours . but nothing went in .
ate dinner . but i got no appetite .
so eat bit only . the rest donate to the bin .
buang boy . smelly girl is being missed . she will never be forgotten .
I ALSO NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG WHY MUST THE **** GODS UP THERE LIKE THAT PLAY ME .
got no interest in anything . trying to stop myself from thinking .
but everything that came in mind is you .
I AM JUST STUPID

this is a nice song . should go listen .

avril lavigne - Why
why, do you always do this to me?
why, couldn't you just see through me?
how come, you act like this
like you just don't care at all
do you expect me to believe i was the only one to fall?
i could feel i could feel you near me, even though you're far away
i could feel i could feel you baby, why
it's not supposed to feel this way
i need you, i need you
more and more each day
it's not supposed to hurt this way
i need you, i need you, i need you
tell me, are you and me still together?
tell me, do you think we could last forever?
tell me, why

hey, listen to what we're not saying
let's play, a different game than what we're playing
try, to look at me and really see my heart
do you expect me to believe i'm gonna let us fall apart?
i could feel i could feel you near me, even when you're far away
i could feel i could feel you baby, why
it's not supposed to feel this way
i need you, i need you
more and more each day
it's not supposed to hurt this way
i need you, i need you, i need you
tell me, are you and me still together?
tell me, you think we could last forever?
tell me, why
so go and think about whatever you need to think about
go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
and come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
i could feel i could feel you near me, even though you're far away
i could feel i could feel you baby, why
it's not supposed to hurt this way
i need you, i need you
more and more each day
it's not supposed to hurt this way
i need you, i need you, i need you
tell me
it's not supposed to hurt this way
i need you, i need you
more and more each day
it's not supposed to hurt this way
i need you, i need you, i need you
tell me, are you and me still together?
tell me, do you think we could last forever?
tell me, why
END

2009-05-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

haahaa . i just got scolded my someone i really love a lot .
now i know how it really feels being scolded by someone you love FUCK .
it really hurts . haas . ITE is not stressful . haa haa .
only got programmes that is so long that i dont know what the hell it is saying .
and i got to remember to to type all the code out .
i got O levels to cope with ,my friends, my cca and ...
I AM JUST BEING FUCKING SELFISH .
dont freaking shout at me like nobodies business . (i~i)
EIF . ):

2009-05-03T09:09:00.001-07:00

AARGH .!!!!
what am i going to do . ?
i dont know . ):
i dont know how i injured my hand . just cant put straight .
think EIF is going to be pissed with .
everyday ask her the same thing over and over again .XD
what if EIF dont talk to me also .
think her sms going to "boom" bah .
i miss smelly very much .
dream of smelly again .

2009-05-02T10:37:00.000-07:00

feeling very upset .
broken heart .
i am feeling very down .
it feels like the end of the world .
what have happen .?
thank you to my vvif
she pei me sms lots recently .
thanks very much .
went out with best bud on fri .
thank you for the time bro .XD
we went alot of place .
its has been a longlong time since i last saw him .!
shattered heart .
i felt very lost .
tears kept dripping .
you felt irritated . i felt being stab in the heart .
thought today will be a good day but it did not turn out to be one .
i dont know how to let go of it .
it have been 14 days since i last see you .
8 days since you last call me .
5 days since i last call you .
hours since you last text me .
so what if i got everything i got in the world . ?
it means nothing to me without you .
your time is meant for everyone but not me .
you dont belong to me .
should i just let go .?
and i miss you . i am going nuts .
why is heaven so unfair .!
I HATE those who are up there .!!
those up there . FUCK LA . what did i do wrong .
why must like that play me .!

2009-04-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

nothing happen recently bad .
just dont feel like eating anything .
i have lost my appetite .
i dont know why . maybe not in good mood ?
i dont know . XD
today end school quite early .
went tm with Ppatric(PP) sherman and weijian(boss)
go slack slack . then shop then they go home i go DB .
funny sia them . say pono things together . opps . XD
joking lah . never check my message as heiong le .
but sometimes keep looking at phone waiting for sms .
training very tired . run 2.4 ,push-ups, crunches and ...
tired like dog . XD
hmpf . someone say "i dont go out with guys that i dont know"
then last time go out with ghost ah .!! qi shi wo le . ): <
different people tell me different things .
thanks . all sound true . but i am going to trust myself .
ROAR . want kill people le ah .
it has been .....
1,2,3 ... about 11days since i last saw you .
it is like SOOOOOO DAMN long lo . ):
alot have changed .! i dont like it .
but this is life ):
super duper confuse .

2009-04-27T00:16:00.000-07:00

nothing happen recently .
just feel that our distance have became futher .
and i dont feel good at all .
everytime when i am serious about the things i want .
i will never get it .
but when i am not serious .
i always get it .
trying to stay happy . (:
you are right .
i have all my time for you but does not mean you are free for me .
maybe i am being too selfish .
i dont want to lose you . ):

2009-04-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

today as usual .
woke up first thing is think of her . XD
sms her . she was like sleeping . ?
then change and go school .
slept during the stupid talk CM .
woke up went pe .
end school at 12 .
went tm find Gen .
then he go back school .
so i slack alone at tm there .
then went t1 .
is like so big can . ?
then walk to whitesands from tm .
then walk back to tm and eat .
nothing to do . then walk back to school .
went to dragonboat training .
so tired can . but its worth it .
DB woosha . XD

2009-04-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

today nothing much happened .
wake up very early and i misses her lots .
feeling very uneasy without her stupid sms , voice and her concern .
suddenly felt very lonely .
went school with sherman and patric .
lesson for 1 hour then break for 2 hours .
heard story from wei jian and jeff of how they get together with their girlfriend .
suddenly just felt very jealous and envy of them .
i have lost my emotions .
i cant feel anything without you .
i dont feel happy nor sad .
keep thinking of what you are doing .
dare not keep disturbing you .
i dont want you to feel irritated or sick of it .
every keep girlfriend girlfriend infront of me .
say they how sweet or whatever .
i dont feel good at all .
but good for them . congrats .
i told you those thing cause i wanted you to know how important you are to me .
not wanting to complain . but never mind bah .
you are free to everyone but not for me .
friday going back MJR to take colours award .
want to see you but it is a never thing that will happen .
maybe i am just nothing important .
SUA .!!!
WHATEVER .!!!

2009-04-19T22:19:00.000-07:00

went to sub aik for work today .
tired . nothing much .
morning wake up make honey water then rush to work without breakfast
break that time run frim suntecto bugis to buy something .
hungry and tired . thirsty also .
not much water to drink .
after work went to find her .
then go home . on bus emo .
tears keep dropping . luckly no one on bus . ><
i am just nothing without you . )):
am i someone important to you . ?
i want to be the most important person in your heart .
how i wish you could let me go find you .
i find you ,you still pissed . )):
its my fault to blame bahs .
envy my friends . i got so much time to spare what am i going to do .?
i am going to miss you like crazy . )):

2009-04-16T09:35:00.001-07:00

Shontelle - T-Shirt
LRC by lzh ,from jiangxi pingxiang

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I
Really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to
I'm gonna be late, gonna be late but,
All my girls gonna have to wait cause
I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but,
I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldn't get past the door and
Now I don't know, now I don't know if
I'm ever really gonna let you go and
I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on

I'm all by myself, with nothing but your T-shirt on
Ohhh, with nothing but your T-shirt on
(Cause I miss you cause I miss you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on (said I miss you baby)

Trying to decide, trying to decide if
I really wanna go out tonight I
Couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you (cause I miss you)
Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay (I would be in bed)
With nothing but your T-shirt on

Said I got nothing but your T-shirt on
Hey (cause I want to be close to you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
I remember when you would like to see me
With nothing but your T-shirt on
Hey (nothing but your T-shirt on)
Let me tell you know (nothing but your T-shirt on)
With nothing but your T-shirt on (fades)

2009-04-16T08:56:00.000-07:00

boring day . go school go try practical then go home . ><
bored . emo recently . dont know what has happen to me .
cant sleep cause afraid you would sms me and i would not reply .
very emo on mrt . kept thinking of you . ):
tears keep coming out when i lie on my bed .
i dont know why . feeling very sad suddenly .
feel like i am alone . it felt like you have already left me .
you are busy .. ):
my friend tell me she would feel irritated if everyday sms .
and i dont know . ):
this has never happen to me .
i have never feel so ..
i have never drop tears before i got into a relationship .
what have happen ?
wherever i go its memories of you and me .
dont know why keep wanting to come out .
kept dreaming of you .
this has never happen to me .
boy . cheer up kay . dont cry le kay . (an wei myself)
i am not feeling emo cause i am not happy .
i am emo cause emo cause i am emo .
i have know you for 4months .
i have not see you for a week plus .
but it feels like i have not seen you for a long time .
i miss you i want to see you .!!
dont think i can see you so soon .
this week you dont want go out .
try my luck next week bahs .
what if one day you really leave me me .
think i would cry till like the end of the world plus super emo bahs .
in mrt super ... keep thinking of things .
tears almost shot out . )):
i dont know what bahs .
without you are very abnormal . ):

2009-04-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

First i want to congrats FEILAODA for winning todays match .
very bored norhs . so school sleep .
waste my time in school . then got the cca thingy .
guess what ? i join dragonboat .
dont know they will accept not .

Girl . i really miss very .
whole day in school keep thinking of you .
i have never felt this before . but i really feel that you are a very important person to me .
although we are not together . but i really feel like it will be the end of the world if you leave me one day . sometimes i really feel very upset . why didnt i get good result and go to the same school with you . i HATE ITE . very sad . tears feel like rolling down . hais . dont know . am i being very sticky ? if i were you i will feel very irritated . ><
i dont know . i want to be with you . but i dont know how you feel . misses you alot .
kept looking at my phone . ><
girl i want to be with you .

2009-04-13T15:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the first day of school .!!
and it is really sucking .
i got 41 classmate .
congratution to me . ><><
girl sorry for my attitude . ):
take care . (: <3
very hungry now . but no mood eat .
cause over starving bah .
bit fullfull like that .
Gen and kenneth called . i thought is you .
fat hope . stop dreaming boy .
just bathe going school le .

2009-04-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

haas . so long since i last post .
was busy eating sleeping playing and rotting recently .
many thing has happen recently .
good and bad .
sobs . lots has happen and change .
got things i want to tell you .
i am afraid the answer would not be the one i wanted it to be .
even if i got the answer i want .
it will still be the same in the end no matter i want it or not .
although i just see you yesterday .
but i misses you badly . ):
i dont want school to start .
cause i dont want a wall to be build in between us .
i am afraid of any distance in between us . ):
should i ask or not . :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-04-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

sat went BBQ with DB buds .(:
got drunk . XD drank voka. didnt know how i get home .
it was very fun . Xd
here are some photos .

voka >(:

dear and me(:

ite DB junior team

cool right .XD

2009-04-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

so boring . XD
woke up very late today .
haiya . miss the sun tanning time lo .
what a waste . ><
haas . then go school for scouts . ><
so boring . waste time there lo .
so there rot then nothing to do for me . ><
then the ventures go leisure park .
then i go home norhs .
then we go j8 eat dinner . ><
haas . XD
feeling bit . idk what norhs .
got fooled by someone yesterday norhs . ! haiya .
qi shi wo le .
what should i feel now . ?
very mixed . ><

2009-03-31T10:35:00.000-07:00

today went simei there .
then go eat lunch . ><
still dont know what or how . ):
just now got trick norhs .
cause today is 1st of april .
happy birthday chee hao .!(:
tomorrow going to swim alone bahs .

2009-03-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

raining today . ><
upset . but feeling better . (:
nothing much recently .
i am lost and confuse . ):

2009-03-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

lots of things happen recently .
i dont know where to start or where to start .
i dont want to say or think anymore .
morning slept at 7 . ? i guess . ?
woke up then thought of the milk dinosaur .
i go try lo . ><
guess what . ? after i drink finish .
then i realise the milk spoil le .
OMG .!
GG .!
tired . upset . happy . suck thumb .!

2009-03-13T08:11:00.001-07:00

today . i felt happy and very upset at the same time .
i didnt know where or how should i start .
watch eat , watch movie then went clark quay .
i dont know what should i say to you .
i am complete very sad and speechless .
i am totally lost . )):
heartaches . this is life . ? ah . ?
Lwf stop being naive and wishful thinking .
stop thinking . nothing will happen .
its raining . heaven seems to like pity me .
but i hate people to pity me .
walking in the rain makes me feel like crying .
but i am a boy . cry for what . ? ((:
looking at the sky .
stop being stupid .

2009-03-12T09:33:00.001-07:00

i am having a headache now .!!!!
play crisis core till eyes going to pop out . XD
eyes not feeling well . ><
wo yao shi diao le .

2009-03-11T00:02:00.000-07:00

i am feeling very sad now .
what has happen . ?
just came back from feilaoda chalet .
was . like crazy yesterday .
meet weiqing, gen, kel ,shingchen ,zhenliang & junwen at pasir ris .
then we went down .
teoxiang was not in the chalet room .
so kel decided to climb in .
then he help us open door lo .
when teoxiang came back . he was like shock .
cause we no key . but we went in .
after that the rest slowly appear .
LOLs . starting is we use pillows and blanket to stack to teo xiang .
then i forgot who start the pillow fight lo .
got teoxiang (captain) ,gen , kel and me .
we play like crazy . take the pillow run here and there to whack each other .
then the rest sit there play poker .
play till 6 + 7 then we start BBQ .
main start are .. zhenliang , nick and mock .
the rest stand play help .
eat and play till like 9 .
then no more food eat so we go back up .
then weiqing and junwen went off .
when teoxiang step into the room we start pillow fight again .
all whack teoxiang .
no one help him .
glend also start play lo .
we play till damn tired .
so i asking who want go swimming .
end up only teoxiang kel gen mock and me go .
damn stupid lo .
we walk towards the swimming pool there .
then the guard say pool close .
then we LL lo . we walk outside .
we down there find got other way go in not .
kel say climb in cause the fence very short .
end up we found a small gate .
haas . and is not lock .
so we down there decide want go in not ?
cause afraid kana caught .
but then we still went in .
cause if not no fun le .
it was about 11+ lo .
then we down there swim + talk cock + say ghost story .
then teoxiang that faker .
down there talk cock . say he young that time saw a ghost in this pool .
wear till red red ......
slack till 12 then we went back .
was damn cold .
haas . then we decided to play a joke on the others cause they like inactive .
Zzz . we say we saw ghost . Zzz .
then we all bathe together . heeheehee .
just finish bathing . teoxiang say he want sleep le .
then gen and me start pillow fight .
go whack teoxiang . so early say want sleep .
never die before is it . ?
after that go night walk .
we decieded that we want go "red house"
reach there only teoxiang yaoli glend s.chen mock & me want go .
the rest sit outside .
but then no way in . so walk back lo .
stupid right . Zzz .
then nothing le . went back play a stupid game .
all went to sleep at 6 woke up at 8 cause damn tired .
then go home . watch tv rot .
i finally know why i diarrhea .
cause drink coke then z.liang pour chrysanthemum tea for me after drink finish he pour soyamilk for me . OMG . drink all at once . plus eat 60% cooked oahta .

boyboy told me, he is very sad .
girlgirl still cant let go of idiot .
although she say , she dont want to care or talk with idiot .
but she still does that . i know she still cant forget idiot .
and yesterday night that sms shows she still cant let go of idiot .
i also dont know what to say .
this shows that boyboy means nothing much then a friend to her .
ate lots of chocolate today . (no link)
does not seems that it makes me happier .
boyboy got lots of things he wanted to tell girlgirl .
but ...
boyboy does not want girlgirl to know so much cause she also got her things .
boyboy is being too selfish bahs . ?
dont want to think of anything . i want play bball .

here are some photo taken

teoxiang under pillows .!!!

kelvin the single bed .

nick tak photo of jun wen

2009-03-09T08:53:00.002-07:00

hmpf . i am still angry and jealous . !
haas . jokingjoking . not angry le la .
so suay just now . raining then rush out .
forgot bring wallet . walk back home to take .
is like completely drenched lo . XD
then kel scold quarrel with dad . PISSED . ! !
went VE .
then went aljunied with kel after that to meet teoxiang .
haas . very funny lo .
we down there disiao teoxiang .
cause kel say he send teoxiang some website .
then we say till damn loud .
then teoxiang damn paiseh . XD
took 62 go dont know where for the match .
haas . today FEILAODA VS RUILONG .
guess what . ? FEILAODA won .
72 to 51 . haas . XD
play for 5mins only .
main 5 is teoxiang , zhenliang , yao li , kel and mock
then the rest reserve . nick never play cause leg injured .
left with junwen , gen , weiqing , shingchen and me .
we last 5mins then we 5 play .
i so weak . ><
someone today very busy with her darling .
tomorrow meeting at pasir ris at 2 . ><
think will go find her bahs .
but dont know she want see me not .
tomorrow then ask bahs . ((:
qiqi dont emo le . ><
i think i am just nothing to you guys .
i am always being forgotten . never mind . )):

2009-03-08T22:19:00.003-07:00

sat i sleep at 4+ then 7 jiu woke up le norhs .
very tired . went for activities then noon then reach home .
night pei my brother went out . whole day norhs .
reach home damn tired le .
after eat and bathe jiu fall a sleep hai dao that stupid girl wait so long . !
gomenasai . when i woke up then i realise then she call and sms me .
felt so guilty . when she woke up in the late noon then i realise that she cant
sleep the whole night cause headache . felt even more guilty cause i am unable to pei her .
then yesterday didnt go anywhere .
rot at home .
pissed norhs .
you said you are going to wash up . ask me call back later .
then i anything . i lie on bed and i am damn tired can ?
only sms me what i doing . ?
was too tired that i wait till fall a sleep norhs .
when i woke up at 3 .
an hour later . i was like GG .
shit i forgot call you or what .
then i faster call norhs .
then you tel me you on the phone .
then i was like VERYVERY pissed norhs .
but i didnt want to show . hidden it . for myself to know can le .
you sms me . was pissed so reply never mind only .
awhile later you called . you told me you are talking to him .
was super duper pissed and feeling sour and burning can . ?
didnt tell me or what jiu call him .
make me wait like retard can ?
and i am damn tired .
its your choice . cant force you .
HMPF . !!!!!! QI SHI WO LE .
angry angry angry angry angry ANGRY . !!!!
later got match . ><

2009-03-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

today did not go anywhere .
stay at home . was catching the rain drop aimlessly just now .
didnt know why i catch and catch for what .
i dont know la . )):
eeee yar . QI SHI WO LE .

is i think so your answer to my question . ?
what am i expecting . ? what am i thinking . ?
i dont know . i dont know what should i do also .
you are always busy .

2009-03-04T06:09:00.001-08:00

was at home the whole day . nothing much .
didnt know what happen . sms you didnt reply .
called you but you off our phone .
having a headache now .
there is nothing i can do but suck thumb now . )):

are you sick of messaging . ?
like what you did to the other ah boy . ?

2009-03-03T05:00:00.001-08:00

wa . yesterday went cycling with the huiwen,kher meng,nav and eugene .
OMG can ?
i reach east coat park at 8.30 then meet up with them at mac .
then we went renting bike lo .
haas . luckily we were fast cause the shop is closing already .
then s.chen went home . so we cycle him to the bus stop .
wait fr him to go then we went changi village .
it tooks us like 2hours to cycle there lo .
PENG . we were hungry and tired lo .
reach there we went to eat . and i was like CMI can .
cant walk and think properly .
i ordered fried rice to eat . same for eugene .
nav ordered hokkian noodle and nasi lemak .
then huiwen and kher meng ordered nasi lemak .
nav wast food lo . ordered so much then cant finish .
after that we meet tohwee then went to his class chalet there .
then tohwee,huiwen,eugene,nav,tohwee's 2 friend and me went to old changi hosiptal to explore lo .
is like 11+ 12 le . sooo creepy inside can .
tohwee is leading then eugene and me buddy
huiwen and nav
last but not least tohwee's 2 friend .
then huiwen saw lots then she grab my hand . ><>< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">thankyou nav cause he bought 100+ for us .
then when we reach eugene CMI then he decided to go home .
then ok norhs . haas .
then tohwee,kher meng,nav ,huiwen and me want cycle to esplanade .
but then we end up go geylang eat youtiao and doujiang . >< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">thankyou tohwee . !
cause he treat . haas .
after that tohwee go home then left with 4 of us .
we ride back east coast return bike .
after that we go MAC rest .
our butt hurts like CMI can .
got problem sitting down . ><
haas . slack awhile then we decided to go home .
i took 135 while the rest took 13 .
haas . then reach home bath then lazy wait for hair to dry so just lie down and sleep lo .
casue is like 8 in the morning le .
currently watching 2 drama 爱就宅一起 & MVP 情人
my mvp valentine is a very old show .
but still watch cause is nice . hope that my future girlfriend will be like 小希
envy the way how she love duan chen feng . )):

stupid girl . stupid idiot can .
awhile so fierce . awhile ok ok .
i am confuse . really )):
dont know what the stupid girl is thinking .
do the stupid girl like the stupid boy ?

2009-03-02T03:07:00.000-08:00

why do i keep looking at my phone ?
was raining just now and i was playing in the rain .
cause no one really know how what am i doing .
no matter i am smiling or crying no one can tell .
cause its raining heavily .
boyboy really cant be with girlgirl mahs ?
why does this always happen to boyboy ?
do girlgirl like boyboy mahs ? idk ?
confuse ?
looking at the sky makes me emo .
still remember the last time i was really sad was .
2yrs ago ? still remember yang was with me .
at ecp he lend me his shoulder .
now he got girlfriend already he can no longer pei me .
and now i am being left alone in my bed room .
maybe tonight will go yang's house ton .
i am just nobody..)):

2009-03-01T20:16:00.000-08:00

yesterday night cant sleep lie there the whole night..close my eyes then kept thinking of things..then open again..from 5+ until 11+..when i was about to fall a sleep i was woke up by messages..nav and dear xiaopang i dont know what is wrong can..feeling very sad now..i have got no mood to do anything..always being forgotten..am i really that bad.?stupid boy is always the stupid one..AARGH.!!!!!
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
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)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
everything is boy's fault.. )):
feel like going somewhere today..
aiya idkidkidkidkidkidk.!!!
)):

2009-03-01T08:10:00.000-08:00

aiya , dont know what is wrong sia ,
i dont know what is wrong with my attitude ,
today bit pissed dont know why then moodless ,
went raffles city there rot for an hour or so ? i guess ?
went MPH read magazine ,
i still dont know how to put heart shape sia ,
so put "," lo ,
haas ,
then go home with ah girl ,
then take 58 home ,,
now very hungry sia ,
stupid girl stupid stupid stupid,!!
herh..i dont know la, ):
last week went out with xyu watch the the slumdog millionair ,
stupid show ,
guess what,?
we saw rong yan there lo ,
haas ,
omg , recently too kpo le ,
currently talking to tcy..

xy & me(:

2009-02-21T22:37:00.000-08:00

[ti:下雨天]
[ar:南拳妈妈]
[al:优の良曲南搞小孩]
[by:张磊]
[00:-0.50]南拳妈妈-下雨天
放飞心情

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
~~end~~

2009-02-20T22:31:00.000-08:00

你爸我 today very not happy..
is it my fault.?moodless..if there is anything dont 来 fan 我..
yesterday went for the ToGetHer thingy..bored..saw rainie and da dong.!!
she is very cute and he is very handsome.!today went for S.H.E thingy..
very tired..

2009-02-17T23:49:00.001-08:00

OMG.!!bad mood today.!!yesterday night too tired miss that very important call lorhs.!!
WHAT THE HELL CAN.!?woke up at 4plus then went back to sleep..Zzz right.?haas..
then yvette called my at 5 pei her talk till 6..was sleeping when she called lo..she was crying..
sad for her..then went back to sleep at 7..woke up at 12..><
haas..had a quarrel with him..dont know what the hell is wrong with him..just ask him why never reply my sms..cause want to know more details..then he anyhow..pissed off can.?

2009-02-16T06:30:00.000-08:00

so long no blog le..haas..damn bored lo..
today went out..meet tcy and xyu at 2+ cause
go for the job interview..but got bomb by tcy norhs..
then tcy go work so i pei yu shop around..then she go find noel..
so i go eat za ji pai lo..then went home..reach home first thing is sleep..
haas..ah song call me lo..ask me about psp game..Zzz..
haas..then wake up for dinner..now talking to that dapangzhu..
walau..Gens change le lo..everytime reject me..sadded can.?
jio him out on valentine day he never reply lo..tai guo fen le.!!!
hmpf.!shall not forgive him.!!

2009-02-08T21:50:00.000-08:00

I AM ROTTING AT HOME.!!!
haas..nothing to do..><
that daPANGzhu's fault la..
herh..nothing to do everyday..so play harvest moon..><

2009-02-05T06:57:00.001-08:00

SADSADSAD.!!!
stay at home for the whole day..
then went to my bro's ORD cere..
came home..continue to maple..sian..
stupid game lo..XD
haas..

i am dying to know how u feel and how u think..
but i know nothing..sad.!!

2009-02-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

sian..what a bored day..!!
morning went pc bunk with jia yuan & her cousin play..
left4dead..ok la..quite fun..play till 2 like that..then go home..
read story book..then online..talk..than maple awhile..
happy sia.!!yandao jinhao call me yandao..>.<
nothing to do now lehs..very bored..fungus is growing all over me..>.<
OMG.!!!talking to Gwen and aik now.!!

2009-02-02T02:04:00.000-08:00

10 things that i HATE..
1.waiting for people
2.waiting for message
3.waiting for call
4.calling someone who do not pick up
5.being alone
6.people nagging
7.being lecture
8.thinking of excuses
9.doing something that i dont like
10.being KS by people..

10 things that i LOVE!
1.my handphone
2.psp
3.computer
4.money
5.my bed
6.things i own.!
7.eat
8.sleep
9.shop
10.MOVIES.!!!

10 person who is important to me.!!
1.family members
2.future girlfriend & buddys
3.best friends
4.''bros & sis"
5.fei lao da
6.friends
7.red fox
8.online friends
9.pet
10.my game character

today woke up at 10+ like that..
then on com..then chat till 12 then go out..
meet Gen and Aik at 1.30 at suntec..
then went pan pac..then shop about..
after that went funan cause aik want buy ear piece..
shop till 4+ like that..was super hungry lo..
went mac after buying what they want to buy..><
we saw a ah boy lo..he is super cute.!!
haas..after that Gens and aik went to meet kel..
then i go home..

i hate waiting but
why do i like this fatso.?

2009-01-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

slept at 3 yesterday night..woke up at 9 this morning..
went to meet kel and Gens then go to the wake..XD
reach at 12 saw kel..but Gens late..then we waited for him..
OMG he left house by 12 lo..then he cab down..tio suan by kel..
kel say..go to the wake also must cab down..somemore u dont know
that person who is in the coffin..waste money..Zzz..go there chit chat..
till 1 like that then we left..go suntec..haas..bought frog purse today..
with Gens..haas..then we went to eat..i bought zha ji pai.!is super nice lo..
and i forgot i got sore throat.!!Zzz..to nice le..haas..Wa..OMG..
went to watch movie..but kel buy wrong show..
the marriage game show is so lame!!not nice.!!!
after that we went starbucks go drink coffee..XD
haas..i drank chocolate cream chips + a curry puff..
HOHOHOHO..i forgot my sore throat again..
then kel went home with L..left me and Gens..
i dont want ps him..so i accompany him..
walk till 9+ lo..walk from suntec to bugis..
go there window shop..see hp..
then walk back to suntec check things..
then walk back to bugis take bus again..OMG..
is very tired.!!PENG.!

what am i thinking.?
am i waiting for those messages.?

2009-01-27T07:34:00.000-08:00

hello.?Happy New Year..
haas..bored..cass take care ok.?
felt so sad for cass..didnt go where today..
forgot what time is sleep yesterday le..
i only remember i woke up at 12..you know why.?
cause jingqi call me..he ask if i going.?then went down lo..
reach le then we talk cock till like..3.?
cass very de siao sia..use her dad's phone call her sis+bro..
Zzz lo..but see their expression is like super duper funny lo..
haas..XD
after that go home le..then went uncle house..
at jurong there lo..fall a sleep in the car..XD
then play the taboo game with my cousins..
after that dinner at ikae..than go home lo..
watch IP MAN..again..Xd
was waiting for message..what am i thinking.?

2009-01-25T00:14:00.000-08:00

so long no blog already..cause i am busy working..
for the past 2 weeks everyday got ot..last week
everyday ot till around 12 or 1..reach home around
2 sleep at 3..the next day must wake up at 7 again..
is very tiring..pengs ah.!haas..cheonging naruto again..
abit lifeless ah.?BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENS!!!
haas..

2009-01-16T22:18:00.000-08:00

so bored..just came back from work..
and i am very tired right now..almost fall a sleep on bus while playing my psp..
going to watch naruto le..><

2009-01-07T05:50:00.000-08:00

yO.!tired recently..nothing much at work today..
just that morning everytime late for work only..
watching naruto now.!!nice.!have not eat yet..><
later bahs..friday not working..!!

2009-01-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

what a tiring day..morning wake up at 6.30 then 7..
then 7.30..lie on bed for super long..then finally decided to
wake up..cause got to go work..bathe,brush up and change..
didnt eat breakfast..then end up having gastric pain..
sian day..reach home..use com first..cause want to cheong my
naruto!!haahaahaa..XD
pissed off..herh..its not my business why i care so much.?
dont know what the heck lo..what is wrong with me.?

2009-01-04T01:10:00.000-08:00

today..dont talk about it le..hais..i am not feeling well.?
currently using com..was lying on bed..want to sleep..
but keep thinking of something..cant sleep..blog lo..
damn tired and hungry can..bit of headache..
what the hack can.?then now helping mr heck do survey..

2009-01-03T02:23:00.001-08:00

should i be happy or should i be sad.?i really dont know..

2009-01-03T01:48:00.000-08:00

very bored and tired recently..no time blog..
morning woke up at 0630..went training..then
play match from 11 to 12plus..we lost..sobs..
we then to swim..only Gen kel L and me go..
we then went free flow to have our lunch..
haas..so bored..after lunch we went home lo..
then nav sms ask want go watch IP man not.?
i still considering..cause watch before already..
haas..very emo..idk why.?the cca orientation was..
was..veryvery tiring..from morining till 5plus lo..
damn..was super tired..just now fall a sleep on bus..
reach home..then now super hungry..OMG..HOW.?
i am wondering what are you guys doing.?

2008-12-29T04:42:00.000-08:00

sometimes i really wonder who am i.?
why am i living in this world.?
very sian..no satisfy with my life..
not happy but dont know why.?
keep eating but never full..
something must be wrong with me..
today everyone no ot..only me lo..but then
Gens pei me..tomorrow lonely le lo..
cause Gens never work..sadded..damn hungry now..
mother never cook..feel like throwing my phone at the wall..

2008-12-21T06:55:00.000-08:00

"ya ta" finally completed my bleach carnival..took 1 hour to defeat the main boss..
OMG..haas..how's life?sucks..how am i feeling now.?sad plus emo plus idk?alot others?
what feeling really down now..

2008-12-17T07:58:00.000-08:00

dont know what is happening..i really dont know..i am very tired..
wake up early..late sleep..no tv programme..com rate cut down by more then half..
basketball rate increase by 1/2..emo rate increase by 100%..because..idk..
wish someone was here to talk to me..WHAT HAS HAPPEN??

2008-12-14T02:41:00.000-08:00

ah..busy recently..very tired lo..reach home first thing is rest..
other then work is Bball..i start to feel that my life is no life..
i also dont know what i saying..haas..am i thinking of what i am
thinking now.?guess so..

2008-12-09T23:36:00.000-08:00

busy working..got OT from today onwards..working now..bored..
know someone new at work..she is cute&dumb..opps..haas..
sms with her recently..

2008-11-29T20:10:00.000-08:00

ok i am feeling very blurr now..
ok first thing first..
reply quiz..
i feel so sad..cause i am the sexiest can!!
sian..
my turn now..here..
pass this quiz to 10 ppl,that you wish to know how they feel about you..

1. Y.D.S
2.Gen.s
3.Cass
4.Laura
5.Jingqi
6.huiyin
7.kenneth
8.chern yang
9.ME
10.anybody(:

who is no.5 having relationship with?
Jingqi} cassandra

Is no. 9 a male or a female?
ME} stupid question . Comfirm is Male la .

is no.3 and no.10 together a good thing?
Cass&anybody} idk

what is no.8 studying now?
chernyang} idk?porn?

when is the last time i chat with no.6
huiyin } longlong time ago

what music band do no.8 like?
chernyang} maroon5?

does no.7 have siblings?
kenneth} yes

will i woo no.4?
Laura} no . we are sisters/brothers

how about no.3?
cass} see first .

is no.2 single?
Gen.s} yes . he is mine

what is no.1 sir name
Y.D.S} Yan

what is no.8 hobby?
chernyang} seeing porn?

where is no.9 studing at?
ME} NOELgifts?

talk about no.9 .
ME} very cute

have i tired developing feelings for no.1?
Y.D.S} no,we are brothers

where does no.3 lives?
cass} sims drive

what colour does no.9 like?
ME} silver,black,white

are no.1 and no.2 best friends?
Y.D.S&GEN.s} yes,brothers

does no.7 have any pets?
kenneth} yupp i think so .

is no.3 the sexiest in the world?
cass} idk .

what is no.10 doing now?
anybody} idk .

2008-11-29T17:56:00.000-08:00

haahaahaa . today went training . i find it abit slack . caause not everyone there then everything do lesser . then very tired lo . 1130 went home . reach home bathe then go sleep . nothing to do mahs . stupid sister la . say i got test need use com . she end up using com going freindsters , facebook & youtube . PISSED . luckly kelvin call me . ask me want go watch quarantine . and i agree to it . then that idiot . bomb me go down marina sq first lo . when i reach he still at home lo . then i went to buy za ji pai . ><
OMG its nice . show start at 1850 and he reach at 1848 . we ran there lo . lucklly show have not start yet . actually show quite nice la . after show go home lo . tomorrow going to watch Bball man's open . wahaahaahaa

2008-11-27T13:55:00.000-08:00

went for NPC..OMG..the ground is damn disgusting..insects are running all round our camp site..especially xiao qiang..lucky they say i over age cant join then out man want the points so i come home..haahaahaa..

2008-11-26T02:35:00.000-08:00

LOLs..tiring day..didnt know that working in office also so tired..got attatch to superviser le..i got attatch to sandra..she okok la..tomorrow go camp liao sianed..today chernyang never come lo..dont know what is his problem..then mark is the closes to me..cause he just sit behind me..

2008-11-24T03:56:00.000-08:00

wow..it seems like my blog is rotting..OMG..sadded..sorry it my bad for what happen recently..i am really feeling very tired..was very busy recently..today start work..quite bored actually..talk cock there..had a quarrel with my mother..she very what lo..tell her i go but my own bag she dont let..tell her buy which type she face blackblack..HELLO.?can i have my own choice of bag?pissed off..about to quarrel second round le..

2008-11-20T19:23:00.000-08:00

busy recently and i spend alot lo..haven earn any money spend first..spend $600 in a week lo..OMG..how pro of me..haas..happy birthday go shuting her birthday is on 19/11 next up is cassandra and ping siang which is on 20/11 last but not least ching qi..which is today..haas..cass for the invatation..(:
rerently mapling,Bball,job interview and tamagochi which we bought few days ago..

2008-11-13T08:08:00.000-08:00

if you trust me..there is no point being together

2008-11-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

LOLS..OMG..yesterday last paper..haas..reach home maple first..then go bathe..haas..pack up and go and meet kel at his house..after that went to bus stop..and 1 very "cute" person cannot find her ez-link..then blablabla..waste alot time..thrn we took bus 12go meet gen and JQ...we like siao lo..sit on the floor of the bus play poker..OMG..cause the journey is very long..reach there took key open room is already 3.50..then rush back to Ehub towatch high school musical 3..then saw melissa and manda there..finish show is around 6liao..OMG lo..we make alot of noise in cinema lo..luckly no one throw popcorn..><
after that went back room wait for mr & mrs han..they slack awhile jiu went off liao..then we start eating lo..until 10+ 11 like that..got quarrels la..then i sit outside emo lo..wait for gen kel ds and JQ go come back..then shereen came too..we ton whole night..4am go eat mac..haas..then the day before also never sleep lo..cause insomnia..then very bey ta han..want sleep but never..we waited till 4+..then cy yf kel Laura js and adeline wake up then we change shift..they go eat we go room slack..waited till 5.30 like that aik ocy jin hao shereen and me zao ah..we go home..left gen and JQ..then just reach home..very tired..think later sleep till tomorrow bahs..if got wake up also maple..end liao..

2008-11-10T03:22:00.001-08:00

WTH..this friday NPC training camp why no one tell me.?ask me join but got tell me details not?why is there no telling me the details?last min ask me join the training camp..i not free can?walau..ba wo dang cheng shen me.?can the incharge apologise to me?wesly hansel spl..no one inform me..pissed off..

2008-11-10T02:27:00.000-08:00

yeesterday was my cousin wedding..they are cute..they decied to give each other a surprise without the opposite knowing..and my dearset cousin tze bun sang a very sweet song for his wife..and she went up hugg him..><
haas..and she sang a song when i fall in love to him..so sweet lo..drank alot of red wine..><
had a headache..><