today . i felt happy and very upset at the same time .
i didnt know where or how should i start .
watch eat , watch movie then went clark quay .
i dont know what should i say to you .
i am complete very sad and speechless .
i am totally lost . )):
heartaches . this is life . ? ah . ?
Lwf stop being naive and wishful thinking .
stop thinking . nothing will happen .
its raining . heaven seems to like pity me .
but i hate people to pity me .
walking in the rain makes me feel like crying .
but i am a boy . cry for what . ? ((:
looking at the sky .
stop being stupid .