haas . so long since i last post .
was busy eating sleeping playing and rotting recently .
many thing has happen recently .
good and bad .
sobs . lots has happen and change .
got things i want to tell you .
i am afraid the answer would not be the one i wanted it to be .
even if i got the answer i want .
it will still be the same in the end no matter i want it or not .
although i just see you yesterday .
but i misses you badly . ):
i dont want school to start .
cause i dont want a wall to be build in between us .
i am afraid of any distance in between us . ):
should i ask or not . :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((