today nothing much happened .
wake up very early and i misses her lots .
feeling very uneasy without her stupid sms , voice and her concern .
suddenly felt very lonely .
went school with sherman and patric .
lesson for 1 hour then break for 2 hours .
heard story from wei jian and jeff of how they get together with their girlfriend .
suddenly just felt very jealous and envy of them .
i have lost my emotions .
i cant feel anything without you .
i dont feel happy nor sad .
keep thinking of what you are doing .
dare not keep disturbing you .
i dont want you to feel irritated or sick of it .
every keep girlfriend girlfriend infront of me .
say they how sweet or whatever .
i dont feel good at all .
but good for them . congrats .
i told you those thing cause i wanted you to know how important you are to me .
not wanting to complain . but never mind bah .
you are free to everyone but not for me .
friday going back MJR to take colours award .
want to see you but it is a never thing that will happen .
maybe i am just nothing important .
SUA .!!!
WHATEVER .!!!