OMG . that day super distracted . almost went into the ladies washroom .
was thinking about things .. cant blame me .
like someone told me . i can do it one just that you dont want to try .
i dont know now . i am trying to get over it , i dont know .
i thought i am "sick" UNTIL i know 2 person .
i guess i am growing up already . somehow i cant stand some people .
haas . today end at 1030 . went long john with pat and sherman .
jeff with his girlfriend . they eat and slack there .
after eat finish jiu went off le .
ate a lot suddenly super hungry . ate a lot recently .
eat like crazy . eating a bit disorder . XD
tired . went home slept . cant sleep every night .
around 5+ then sleep . nightmare and wake up again . ):
i thought i can stop missing her . but i was wrong .
trying to stay happy (: